Mahjong Session

Sunday has come again, no doubt, another mahjong session with 3 of my best one of a kind mahjong Kakis. Too damn bAD! I lost again today. Nevertheless, the session with them is always with all the fun and laughter which made my day. It has been so long back then since we had started with this mahjong session trend. I suppose it started back in our Poly life on our year 3 semester 2.

So many years have past, from when we were still schooling, till we got enlisted, and now a year after we have ORD, we never missed out on one another and kept in close contact for so long. Our "COMMON INTEREST" have brought the 4 of us together. Hahaha. What close buddies!!

Our culture is there, no matter we win, or loose, how much or how little, we never hold grudges. That was also the reason why we could bear and understand each other. Most importantly, the fun and friendship kin is there at every session!! Not to forget in every session, Henry never fails to deliver the classic "HWA LAO EH!!!"

Today, Alastier our "Er Shi Xiong" randomly brought out something that came into my thoughts. He mentioned "hey guys, have you all ever wondered next time when we are all married, and when we organise mahjong session, we will bring our wife & childrens along & they can have their own entertainment & us the four old goodies will be enjoying our mahjong?" Immediately, I was the first to answer "yes, we will have this day coming to us but apparently, I suppose I will still be single by the time you guys bring your wife n spouse along. Haha!" Then, I thought to myself, should I or supposedly "would I" have already gotten a wife by then? With my character, I'm not sure either..

Mahjong session of cause not forgetting dinner time, thanks to Cheng Yan who had prepared such wonderful dishes to fill our stomach. Cheng Yan our "Man Beast" always gives good hospitality with regards even we were close buddies. A great Chef journey belongs to you my friend!

I guess, there isn't much times where you can find a small group of close friends where you don't have to hide or grudge anything in front of them. Less to say, still keeping in contact for so long despite the changes we had in our own life. This is a kind of fate we had for each another. One thing for sure, for as long as we still share the "Common interest" which will never change.. haha!

I thought I could forget about everything

A year plus? Didnt knew time past so fast. The last I have seen her was almost a year ago.
Having said so, I thought after all these while, I have started to move on and get on with the old self whom i was before. Till I had this chat with my best BUDD yest, I realise that there is no longer any feelings, in fact, it was the impact that stumbled onto me since then.

No doubt, you create a very big impact to me. You made me changed, hopefully for the better, but because the hurt you left me was too deep, changed my thoughts, character, and even my emotions into another person who i myself also doubt whether am I me???

I had to face it, and determine to forget everything tt left me bad memories, time has past, if I hadn't seen wat i see & hear wat i heard, i wouldn't have left with no choice but to give it up. Wishing all the best for you was what i can say to u, I only i got the chance, i would rather you have stayed with me. You have teached me alot of things, u gave me the best in my life I ever had, but you have also left me with the worst in my life when u go....

I THOUGH I COULD FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING ever since. many months, many hours, many minutes have past.. Now, sometimes your smile is still in my memory, whenever i thought of it makes it feel so wonderful. when i opened my eyes, i look around me, im filled with emptiness..

I want to forget about everything. I had to move on, i don't wanna get trapped into the person i am now, im horrible... Thx Brother. you know who you are. I will listen to your words..